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[khloidanikos]

It's really weird to think that I'll probably never play on Kobacker stage again. I didn't even think about the fact that this was my last concert at BG until my mother brought it up, but powers, I could barely hold myself together after it was over. I was shaking so hard, with the combination of the caffeine from the excedrin I had to take before it, the adrenaline, and the heartache from everything ending. Tomorrow is the spring football game, which I've never gone to before but I won't have another chance to go to a game and I really have to now. What breaks me the most is that I won't graduate from this school, so I probably won't qualify for alumni band. Why don't you just tear out my heart and stomp on it, eh? It would be kinder. =(